dear angie goh,

i read your sms this morning and jumped out of bed. you said that your block caught fire. my first thought is that are you okay? i hated myself for sleeping when you msg-ed me. i'm sorry ): i hope your family and everyone is safe. i thought to myself, what if, *choy* something happened to you? i'd be so angry that i couldnt tell you how much i love you and our friendship. so now i'm writing it here, angie, thanks for being my friend. thanks for always being there for me despite all my short temperedness, screaming and outburst of sianness ): thank you for all your love. my time in uni will never be the same had i not known you. love u very much. hugs.

yours truly,
jade

I hate to see you cry lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But i know the heart of life is good.
I know it's good.


wrong MV but i cant find the one with the right MV. love the electric guitar. haha!

what a hectic weekend! it was so crazy but fun.
hong bai was cool. i realised we cant take things too seriously cause of hong bai and how we did especially after i went to changi prison.
it was a good learning experience. got to make many new friends like shan shan, felicia, wee yet, mei yi, yu feng, yongquan, cai yu, yu qing, du yao, xuan yu and etc. it was really great. i also got to see how much i could learn in just a few weeks time. it was like my first time to play the electric bass and keyboard in front of an audience. actually when i was playing 你的微笑 i did look at the audience and saw them enjoying the song. HAHA. then later for the 2 other songs. i didnt look up. dont dare. lol. not as confident for the other 2 compared to for 你的微笑. thanks to the 大哥s that came to watch me and double sia at hongbai. (:

okay the omg event for the weekend was the visit to changi prison. i was amazed, awed, shocked by the performance of the inmates. they were superb, fabulous, everything! and i was really really speechless just like what robert said, he thinks that we are all speechless. i mean it was super! their performance was really great. they are really talented and i feel that they have put their time in prison to good use. i hope that when they finally are released from prison, they could earn a living by performing or teaching. everyone of them passed grade 3 theory. i dont even have a grade 1 cert. i was really amazed by them. all the security checks and everything i think, it was worth it. although it was a terrible procedure. but i dont mind doing it again, if i can watch the PAC boys perform again. they were wonderful. i think we ought to give these ex-convicts a second chance. the song that they performed is attached, September by Earth, Wind, Fire. the talented guys played saxaphone, trumpets, drums, keyboards, 5-string electric bass, electric guitar, flute, clarinet, classical guitar, they could even sing and dance. and they are the same people who performed in their jazz band, guitar ensemble, accapella, rock band and everything. i was so amazed by this performance and its the best i ever seen in my life. it was so unfortunate we are not allowed to talk to them, no contact at all ): i just wish them all the best in their music exams, and everything they learn. may it be put to good use. nobody in geyao can play as good as them. they are so inspiring. i know i can learn a thing or two from them.

my mum came over the weekend. it was quite fun. ate some nice food. but i didn't spend much time with her.



now time to study ):
i miss theresia and songxia already.

today i can finally start to do my own things at my pace without a deadline constantly pushing me. finished pbl and the slides for my presentation this friday. time to start studying for the two upcoming CA! T.T

oh wells. film was fine. it was a good process of getting to know myself. i realised i snapped at my friends many many times. i am not proud of that but i'm just so awed that my friends still stay close to me. thanks for being so understanding (: in the process of making this film, actually i have become closer to several friends whom i previously was not so close to. expansion of my friendship world hahah! i also realised that my pimples are worse and its not getting any better ): wonder if my patients will be feeling more sick by just looking at my horrible skin.

today angie was telling me about feelings of fear and new clinical area. well, i know i missed my time in sgh and st lukes. i'm no longer in the same posting as yan hui. and i know we'd never be posted to the same place again. will miss the times we worked together! ): but then i'm now posted to my 'home base' and i guess i gotta start getting used to it there. gotta start building relationships for a better future esp after i graduate. HAHAHA. byebye sgh ): hello nuh. hope that things are as fun as it was in sgh or even more fun here. hopefully i'll never be late since technically i am living the nearest to nuh! hahaha.

this week is gonna be a busy week. with gy prac tonight. hong bai on friday. then genus' changi performance. excited. my mum coming over. haha. cant wait to see pink and red team also =P

went to pack exam booster pack for nurses today. din get the perfume. wonder how it smells. sarah says she dislike it. haha. i think i better join more ccas if i want to get enough points to stay on next year. any simple ccas for me to join? any recommendation anyone? haha.

watched quite a number of movies recently.
1. the proposal - sandra bullock
2. he's not that into you - jennifer anniston, ben affleck, drew barrymore
3. no reservations - catherine zeta jones
4. caroline- dakota fanning, terri hatcher
5. donkey xote
6. music and lyrics - drew barrymore, hugh grant
7. love actually - hugh grant

watched 2 shows half way and didnt like it : aliens in the attic and without a paddle 2

went to the cinema with the guys also once in sept for bday and once in oct.
1. the gamer
2. the hurt locker
both many many shaky camera movements, trying to simulate the 'running' effect
not my usual kind of genre but ya. these were chosen by sean. - . -
i think i'd never get to choose my kind of show when watching with them. hahaha. sean says if he lets me choose it will be a torture. T.T bean, lets leave him out next time. lol.

angie says she wanna watch 500 days of summer and love happens. haha. wonder what other shows are in the cinema now (: oh and the girls were saying ugly truth is nice. but i havent watch. its like they watched he's nt that into you like last sem then only i watch recently but nvm la.

wei liang, happy birthday!

hi friends! watch this video (:


the band name is called SOUR. <--- just click to see their web ^^ or click here to learn more abt the video

anyways, its damn cool~! and i wish i could jam like that with my friends (: with no lag time through webcams..!! ^^ wonder if its possible (:

i talk too much until i become a burden to others. ):

how tired i am of this unbearable distance between us
how i long for the toll of the recess bell
have you forgotten me
grown mindless of me
tell me i am not writing into in an abyss
or that is what will become of my heart


nice ad ^^

hahaha. life is better without emails and phone. (we check emails at night usually..) once u check them, then u're flooded with 'work'. once you sign into msn, ppl flood u with qns. - . - had a happy day today. woke up fr my nap with (: sms. think mid terms was okay. i kinda wrote too many things but nvm. i was early for tutorial after a long time.

i read angie's entry:
"and yeah, the ones that hurt us most are usually the ones we love the most. likewise, the ones we hurt the most are the ones who care the most for us. and ironically, they are the ones you need the most when ure at ur worst."

its damn sian when you're upset with someone you need. i stress. u stress. we stress. we blow up at each other ): i recently told the girls my feelings about them. just lucky they really didnt run far far away from me. hahaha. celestine got confused when i told her i told him the truth! damn funny.

hope everything is resolved. i dont know why i still cant talk to you face to face without feeling something awkward. but i can feel the effort to make me feel better and the way u say things now, don't show that you're irritated with every single word i say to you. i'm just glad you cherish my friendship as much as i cherish yours (:

 renee renee renee > <

smile... i'm trying to..



i want to be where u find your warmth and comfort. where u complain all your worries and your sorrows, were u share you overflowing joy and happiness. sia-sia!jade loves u.. hugs

i owe it to the inventors of pillows.